Saturday, August 15, 2009

The Doldrums

I had a horrible migraine last night that was so severe I became extremely nauseated. What this meant was no dinner and a lortab fix with looming drug haze over my mind this morning. What worries me is this is only a little under four days away from stepping onto the plane that will take me to Philedelphia... and eventually (after a three hour flight, a six hour, and THEN a thirteen hour flight) to the airport in Munich, Germany.

I'm having my serious doubts at this point. I'm worried about not making friends and not being able to keep up with only twelve hours worth of classes. Mostly I'm worried that it will be Mexico all over again. Oh, and my camcorder is giving me grief.

Oh... I want to not come back from Germany. The idea of coming back to the states is also a stressful thought.

Cheers.

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