So, I'm watching Harriet the Spy (old 90's movie, produced by Nickolodeon when they were hip) and relized, after taking my final this morning, I should have calculated my grade before deciding on putting no effort into my HON 252 (aka HUM 212) final. I was fairly certain I would be okay, but I wanted to check.
So, of course, I bust out my trusty TI-30X solar calc (I could marry a Texas Instruments calculator. I'm good at math, but my mental math... eh, not so hot. Well, it depends I guess on what I'm doing... I think I might still be okay at doing a derivative and FOIL and finding proportions...). Anyway, I start off with worst case scenario: 80%. Huh. 93.8% for the course.
Of course, then I wonder what the lowest I could have make to receive 90% for the course. I keep working my way down until I get to 46%. Freaking unbelievable. I could fail the final and still have an A in the class. All of a sudden, I'm glad I didn't put that much effort into the final for the class, because I busted by behind the entire semester to make the John (our program director/course instructor) feel like the class wasn't a total waste (because everyone else did).
So, looking back, I realized my late night rant to Chris (I might post it sometime when I get the chance to edit all the expletives I littered throughout the conversation. Out of respect for those of you who do read this, I realize that my language probably is a bit rougher than is necessary at times and I don't want you to think I need to sensationalize this with language. We'll talk about my opinion on expletives later.) was possibly a combination of a bad day/lack of food/irritation/in the doldrums of bottomless despair.
I'm not quiting college, albeit because I have no where else to go.
But after realizing I'm possibly receiving all A's this semester, my mood has perked up a little. But not by much mind you. Just enough to think that maybe I'll buy some ice cream for myself later.
Cheers.
