... counting to 10 is more difficult than it looks...

"God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference."

... and God? Just between you and me and all the people who read this blog, I hope you're a strong advocate in the process of karma.

The idea that karma exists is the ONLY thing that is making me press onward with tomorrow. This is no joke, God. I'm serious... as serious as a human can be toward a being they believe is the cause for their very existance. I mean, this isn't a threat or anything. I'm just saying, retribution should be swift and visible tomorrow.

Feel free to bust out anything old school like flames or hail storms or locusts. Are locusts indigenous to Germany, God? I mean, if they aren't, eighty-six the insects. It's not really fair of me to ask you to actively involve yourself in old school justice and on top of that defy basic biological ecosystems. It really isn't, no sarcasm intended.

But, you know, God, today was not fair at all for me. Yes, I'm supposed to be an adult about everything and just tell myself, "Oh, well. That's life. Just do your best."

No, God. I refuse. I've done that one too many times and have not recieved any sort of encouragment.

Not fair.

Not one iota.